But, in light of my current situation I am going to allow myself this one emo post. Wait a sec...have all of my entries been slightly emo? Shoot...
Well I'm not going to get into details but yesterday was a bad day for me. It involved rejection, stepping in a puddle, getting rained on on my way home from class, in that class I was partnered with the most obnoxious student in the class to spend an hour with walking around campus. He is a 55 year old man who wears a very loud leather jacket. I became homeless (sort of), and I did not sleep until 5 am, because I was doing laundry and homework.
On the bright side, because yesterday was so awful, today seemed super excellent! Maybe because it was 60 degrees and sunny all day long. I went on a bike ride and instantly felt better.
It's odd how much better you feel when you spend time outside in the sun. It's also odd how much better you feel when you talk about what's making you upset. I've been keeping a journal on my computer, and it's amazing how much better I feel after I just write out everything in my head. It's like I'm literally letting everything out and keeping it out. Except for some things, which is why I hypnotize myself to sleep.
There is a full moon tonight and let me just say, right now I am looking at lake michigan from the 20th floor and I can see the reflection of the full moon on it and since I've been giving the Sun so much credit, I'd like to give some props to the Moon as well, because it looks very beautiful.
I'm going home on Friday. I can't wait